So is everyone else, including those that don't believe LOL
I just find it amazing how we all give Him the glory in hindsight. It is our decisions and actions that get us into touble and then get us out of trouble (or keep us in trouble LOL) And yes it is being honest. I am not going to pretend I like Him when I can't stand Him any more. But then you lot wouldn't understand a crisis of faith if it came and slapped you in the face - you're all perfect little IFB's. Take a look arround you. Our "Father" gave this world to the devil and us with it. We are all "Job's" in one form or another being punished for our faith while He sits back in silence and enjoys the show. Reality TV at it's best
"You lot." Hmmm....okay. Perfect? Nope. Little? Nope. IFB. Yep. But it's very foolish to think God doesn't take care of us. It is also foolish to not realize that life happens - and that means bad things happen to good people. When sin came into this world, problems came into it. It is quite a decided lack of faith to begin with not to realize God is in control and that He wins in the end.
I'm sorry for your crisis in faith, but don't come on here and belittle us because we have been able to get through our own crises...by trusting even when things are the darkest. Regardless of what you are going through, others have faced the same thing - some to a lesser degree, some to a greater degree. Trusting in God is the only way to get through any of those crises without losing our marbles, as it were.
God gives all of us breath - saved or lost. And I'm thankful for it. I know beyond any shadow of doubt that my breath stays in my body (well, except when I exhale ) because God allows it. And no matter what arises, I know that all things will work together for good for me. God promises that. And I trust Him.
I give Him glory in hindsight because I know He is due the glory. I also trust Him for the future because I know He holds it in His hand. I don't always understand, and sometimes I do doubt when I get myself in the way. But He is faithful, and that is all I need.
(and this is coming from someone who has "looked around" quite a bit over several decades...)