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Then and ONLY then can you truly say "I love Him, because He first loved me".
Then it didn't come first by definition. This is not the faith that comes from God.
You've placed your own repentance and beliefs (your own faith) before God, and this
is a false gospel.
But God did it all himself, its a free gift. We love him because He first loved us.
"Godly sorrow works revenge"